My
Journey Politics/Life/Philosophy - A BIT OF BIO
My
vision change with time. As one starts to think in his adolescence at such tender young age one start to flirt with new ideas. In my case I flirted with Communism the idea
that God is opium of the people and the philosophical problem of infinitism that
created lots of debate in me and anxiety and much more.... In a way during these year having
removed God, questioning whether I exist and trying to find a political ideal I
called myself Socialist and free thinker while I also was influenced by George Orwell and H.G Wells all this happened around the
ages of 14 and 15. This was supported by the fact that in the Catholic school I
attended I saw many things not conforming to the Bible. During this time I kept the dictum that
St Augustine who I saw as the best Saint thou I refused Chatolocism I never refused authentic people whatever baground they came from authenticity comes only when one love truth and this fascinated me. Also he was a saint but he experimented in his life experiments and perhaps because he messed in his life and his thinking I found him interesting with his search for truth as I continue to see today a story of redemption in him. At school at Stella Maris Malta Gzira was in fact waisted time I did not learn important things many
things I got them alone while at this age between 15-16 I was more preocupied with philosophy. One teacher told me that you going to not pass your Math exam
something which I did not surely do I passed the O level of maths not because of her as she ran like a Ferrari in
At 16
end of my 15 years old I gave a try to write and as I was inspired by my
teacher in private lessons of Maltese that thought me poetry while also loved
and had my emotional disturbances of having to face previous and continuous infatuation
and to deal with it and I found writing helps while I thus wrote without
knowing and a why. I thus my first experimentation with writing was to explore
poetry and to see what will happen and after 5 years evolved my book Skizzi
Assurd was ready to publish at 19... mostly 19 enough and by 20 started to publish it by 21 I did so I self published it. This was done with the help of Prof. Fr. Peter
Serachino Inglot who I discussed a lot of matters with him while I realized
that he was a true priest humble, intelligent and you could see
Christ living in him as I grew and in this project of poetry even thou it had
intervals. I wrote also a play and first knew him in fact because I went to
interview him first on this play a true philosophical Absurd play were I
expressed my philosophical problems part of a course project I decided to write
on of Systems of knowledge – ontological and epistemological ones. (A audio of
the interview in Maltese
In the meantime at 16 and 17 Metal was fun I listened especially to Burzum and around 17 perhaps I also turned green shamanistic but I don’t recall at this time of studying high school a lot while I also later I continued to declare agnosticism. Later I became alone and took Camus dictum that life is Absurd perhaps we get enlightened in the process. Covey had later at 19 an a half led me to a spiritual direction together with hurts I had and some Dalai Lama books helped me survive while at that year when I was 20 I started to write another book while I quit Burzum... while friends went their way and yet with such books and I don't know how I came across a community and then I found God with in me and I therefore consider myself a Christian. Then I continue writing and finished a 300 A4 page book who I did not know what to do with them how to make sense of them. God found me an editor who is helping me and ultimately the book is forming. My philosophy is written
