I discovered I can not take cofee because I become a Veda a Hindu with one spoon of cofee in the litteral sense I discovered the quantum field in the process and I could visualise it with cofee - cofee increased visualisation and focus... I chatted with my friend chat gtp during all this process. Know I'm reverting to be a Christian... I'm working on a progect it nearly finished then I'm thinking whether to edit the 300pg or more book to publish apologetics stuff... but il ftira Shuna tajba alli darba Prof. Peter Serachino Inglott amilt podcast fi 2008. Then i have other progect but i m always single and that how it must be till know... i enjoy eating alone in the restaurants drinking analcoholic beer the last time i have touch alcohol since 19... and I have much to share.... no sureley sober on cofee from these days working to be all my life... and a lot of things happen.... Some memory loss from the event but did not forgot M. but i forgot i think a lot of these 2 years .... ++ (i have no childhood memories but that i knew ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha) the only one is runing alone with a piece of circular thing that only some... i struggle to remember anything... but i remember you M. i remember you 😁 ... and the roses recieved roses from St Therese in the chappel not by you M... after the novena... related and i know the will of God and what i m doing is that i waiting... but you M. your new nickname that i gave you make me love God if i escape from this love i start escaping from Jesus and i love Jesus and can not escape from you even although we are far away from each other in Malta it has to work if the roses are correct.

It is about trusting God in the process to live the here and now.... Life it is about trusting the now because that is what you only have and trusting the here and now the process therefore because life is to be lived. Relabel - triggers Retribute/Reframe - I trust God/the Now/The process Refocus - do the best thing Revalue - having trusted and not acted on the triggers which will increase the loop of the triggers but having loved yourself and not acted on the triggers you find freedom and healing... you just need to love freedom... freedom, because freedom is freedom.

what is love

If I want to be remembered I want to be remembered for hope, great faith and freedom and that is love.

Here what I re learnt

Act with love

Do the best thing

Be constructive never distractive

Live the Here and now

Let go trust the process, 

(for me the process is love that starts with love and ends with love and then again rebirths with love a process of death and rebirth) 

The process is God the process is love unfortunately we try to control a lot as humans but the trick is to uncontrol. The process is something that is experienced more then explained.

Anxiety .... I believe in the will of God .. I trust God he will show me God that is the way who he shall show me... He knows what he is doing... I trust his plan.... He saw everything in the field before I can see it... I don't need to be anxious....

Trusting the process - it all starts from love it all ends from love

I'm not in control love is in control I can die.

The important thing is to love in the here and now and do what best what is required now to love - the important thing is to love as love is the process and will always reward you and brings freadom

Do your goals and live your best life

how to rely not on your thoughts

The last thing of the dark night is about letting go reliance on your thoughts. Your thoughts are there to trick you. The dark night starts with the Will then with the Experience to live the now. They all happen at the same time but purification occur at every stage. Know that thoughts reliance which can confuse you is staying in the now and doing the best thing which by default we are never driven 100 per cent to it - we all humans due to our flesh our bad programming and so we need to keep installing and re installing good programming by refocusing as we trust in God.... we just need to say does this thought bring peace, love and to the peace and love, love which when becomes our anchor becomes our peace and love and truth and we need to anchor our thoughts to the truth to love and peace. As one realise that one's thought belongs to God.

who knows I changed a lot - a reflection for the positive an incredible 2 years beginning of 3 years started in November 2012 planned by God even before my existence

Never would I believe I would change so much... Yesterday I reflected about dreams reflection seeing things in an integrative polymorphic realities such as being an atheist, a Christian Theist or a Jew or a Muslim, a Pannatheist at the same time in an integrative aprouch the post post modernism that I talked about in sfera discussion... I wish to write a book on dreams and psychology..... Symbological, Gestalt therepetic school, Adlerian motivational, etc etc I starting taking interest in this subject too - dreams - they can only then happen but then you need to let the will of God to happens especially if you feel it is in your heart and you can not go against it like a Moses burning bush as to against it is to go against the will of God as the Jesus Prayer says Lord have Mercy of me because I m not perfect and I m a sinner in comparison to you to the ideal and if I really mean it and I humble enough I do not need to worry you will provide me with the things to do in the now and things will work out for the good because God is love and love is Divine Providence what just is needed is to do the best thing in the now and say Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me.... Since I m living the now am less worried of the future but I used to plan for 10+20 years but I live the moment now I just can see the moment and I love my new self I don't know how the hack this happened yep I know and I know and I know and I know... My healing occured she made me love more Jesus since the year I met him in 2012 in an intense encounter where the Holy Spirit came and I accepted him as my Saviour he saw it... And yet we totally heal in heaven in the reign of love. 

You either believe or don't believe in God. Everything can be given it's own explanation even if you can see the future, someone may say random dreams by a fasting for someone special special and ending fasting for 24 hr no milk just coffee just 7 times and due to stress you need to increase to take the pills of bipolar yep a dangerous thing a dangerous thing but I had to do it and the brain fired many billion of dreams and visions again a dangerous thing of faith because satan can attack you in the vision but your inner spirit realise which are false vision and which can be doubted and must not be doubted till proven false one must hope and have faith else things are lost of man's essence of life that is love as love the spirit of love, truth and peace says the dream perhaps near Christmas I will prove this who knows lool. Yes who knows whether the impossible will be proved yet there will be skeptics unbelievers and believers and who know converts? there always theory contra theory and theories invented again and again and there will be always people better to argue there cause then other but these are argument intellect but the important to embrace faith and believe and act in the power of faith. Take captive the thoughts you deem not as constructive for you and move to your constructive road of value 

2 Corinthians 5:7 (NIV) For we live by faith, not by sight.

2 Corinthians 10:5 ►

(NIV) We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.

Yes I touch the issue on faith, perception, and the nature of belief. I am a believer since when that angry at God atheist left from who I was as God touched me and I converted as tongues of fire fell on me while I wrestled with God and unbilief among if all this true hearing the King God, God showed me my wife in a vision in 2014 or 2015, or 2013 as someone showed me a photo then the vision and God spoke to me that she will be my wife I told God no and then I told him a yes it was a calling such as the millionaire thing when he told me I would become. But all this must be proven and interlink of believe and will be believed by her the one I bonded (I had progesterone of 735) and am thinking in her brain and heritage dimension know I believer her the Holy Spirit showed me this yesterday that why the pannatheist and can switch to all systems... such as pantheist, panteism, aitheist and I m theist as always + tan nana sistema ohra meta jiggi zmien we dialogue. Skuzani qatt ma ried nurri disprecc mighek meta kelimtek fuq budha + Gesu) I never discovered the beauty of that system + indunajt id diskusjoni meta tkelimna mhux int biex fuq il flus u etli ta hafna Allat imma we are similar hafna + ma nafx imma fit 2022 kont hett infitex hafna again for level one hekk ma tihux ghalik hemm hafna Allat for level 3 Alla wihed u anka C.S Lewis kien between Christianity and is systema Hindu.... li kont naf li jezizti Visnu il blu u Krisna l-avatar, Shiva the destroyer Brahma the creator - u huma Alla wihed issa vera minhu tal blu u ta l-ahmar - kemm anna xnitalmu min xulxin .... + Lattest post ghax tfajli gismi u mohi u li Spirtu in position ghallek spicajt nikteb IL post ta qabel. Alla wihed again hafna nies jahsbu li hafna Allat li dawn it tlieta similar ta trinita --- a lot of thing ghar changing u anka li idahhlu lil Gesu fis sistema tahhom I like your grandmother's culture and system I could apreciate it more thanks for enriching my world. Know I believe it all... u ghalfejn btejt namel ir reashearch fit 2022 something was happpening it impossible) the holy Spirit touched me that your grandmother is Indian and I love you I love you M. M.V :))))))))) I love you... obviously this love is a love not of possession but of freedom, if God the process is who decides not me and here comes to believe we interpret the story to our believes already established and predestined and I know you are not interested in the men God cleared it in a vision... But it all in God's hand in the end know everything clicks with the Holy Spirit as the Holy Spirit confirmed all this is about me and one day you will start and complete my redemption M.V (this is prophetic mode)... This will give me peace (Nostradamus mode) 

Again Roses the signal. I'm praying always for your needs, protection, happiness and if this will happen what I'm thinking it will happen and all of us will prosper more and more and more how much we are capable to dream and not fear. Know I praying that you meat someone at the Ldl that will clarify everything because it bring me peace Then after this I can claim redemption if it is God's Will happen what happens it is always. So you will be the Messager of my healing... I'm just trusting in God. Then there will be a phase called the last phase that will come after this naturally. And sorry I love you I belief in faith and peace till know I m grabbing with the fact that Satan attacked me in 2013 or 2014 or 2015 bluring my vision because God wants great things from me and you, you are a Choosen one. But this is more about me it about my map, my redemption and God is using you as support for my redemption and I Iove how God is using you and will use you for my redemption and I love you for the work. But don't hurt me.

Please note I m still picking the puzzle but I can say seventy per cent of it is picked.

The roses came I believe in them the idea is carra Thérèse of Lisieux thanks and other instances in my life when God told me t

o be explored and know about you more the Holy Spirit and you in me 

Confirmed everything and if you confirm this from your end it a confirmation of the idian ancessatry 

it confirm my prompting.

Yet everything can be explained in some way, but you either believe or you don't believe in kingdom marriage and spouse  yesterday I found this term still need to research about it..... but at the moment i believe things show and how God speaks to me in faith and the inner spirit hold a unique place—they are a personal experience in the end faith isn't just about certainty but about a destination; it's also about the willingness to embrace the unknown and trust in something beyond immediate proof. Without hope and faith, something essential about human existence is lost. 

Faith is something personal a more of a universal necessity for humanity. It is about surrendering a letting go. All things are occurring in there own way in the here and now in the moment and I have faith.

 

+gave you my powers to discover what in prayer.

A Novel or a true story all this

The prophet Daniel is a fascinating biblical figure, known for his wisdom, visions, and unwavering faith. He was taken into Babylonian captivity as a young man and served in the courts of multiple kings, including Nebuchadnezzar, Belshazzar, and Darius. His story, found in the Book of Daniel, is full of prophetic dreams, divine revelations, and miraculous events.

Some key highlights about Daniel:

• Interpreting Nebuchadnezzar’s Dreams – Daniel famously interpreted the king’s dream of a great statue (Daniel 2), which symbolized the rise and fall of empires.
• The Fiery Furnace (Daniel’s Friends) – Though not about Daniel himself, his friends Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego were thrown into a fiery furnace but survived unharmed, protected by a divine presence (Daniel 3).
• The Writing on the Wall – During Belshazzar’s feast, mysterious writing appeared on the wall ("Mene, Mene, Tekel, Upharsin"), which Daniel interpreted as a prophecy of Babylon’s fall (Daniel 5).
• The Lion’s Den – Under King Darius, Daniel was thrown into a den of lions for praying to God, but he was miraculously unharmed (Daniel 6).
• Prophetic Visions – Daniel had powerful visions about future kingdoms, the coming of the Messiah, and the end times (Daniel 7-12).

His prophecies are considered key in both Jewish and Christian eschatology, especially regarding the "Son of Man" and the end of days. Many connect his visions to later prophecies in the Book of  Daniel 

I risking that everybody make fun of me but I believe something electric is happening and happened from the beginning but everything sounds so mysteries

Thanks again for giving me a wonderful world appreciate a lot.