who knows I changed a lot - a reflection for the positive an incredible 2 years beginning of 3 years started in November 2012 planned by God even before my existence

Never would I believe I would change so much... Yesterday I reflected about dreams reflection seeing things in an integrative polymorphic realities such as being an atheist, a Christian Theist or a Jew or a Muslim, a Pannatheist at the same time in an integrative aprouch the post post modernism that I talked about in sfera discussion... I wish to write a book on dreams and psychology..... Symbological, Gestalt therepetic school, Adlerian motivational, etc etc I starting taking interest in this subject too - dreams - they can only then happen but then you need to let the will of God to happens especially if you feel it is in your heart and you can not go against it like a Moses burning bush as to against it is to go against the will of God as the Jesus Prayer says Lord have Mercy of me because I m not perfect and I m a sinner in comparison to you to the ideal and if I really mean it and I humble enough I do not need to worry you will provide me with the things to do in the now and things will work out for the good because God is love and love is Divine Providence what just is needed is to do the best thing in the now and say Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me.... Since I m living the now am less worried of the future but I used to plan for 10+20 years but I live the moment now I just can see the moment and I love my new self I don't know how the hack this happened yep I know and I know and I know and I know... My healing occured she made me love more Jesus since the year I met him in 2012 in an intense encounter where the Holy Spirit came and I accepted him as my Saviour he saw it... And yet we totally heal in heaven in the reign of love.